Back to College with Skins.

I want to meet this lady....no name though. bugga' best face to decorate the walls of city college, i feel like this is just for me. 

 First day of rain in a while, liked how the oil looked in the parking lot puddles. 

 fooling with the camera in the rain at school. 

 I'm i love with this shot, I'm obsessed with beautiful trashy-ness and this shot reminds me of this dream I had of a group of people that had hair like they came back from a weekend at Versailles, and dressed like they had partied hard there as well. Torn skirts, blood stains and black eyes. They were having a yard sale of all this random crap like toy space guns and bubbles. I woke up from that dream thinking "man those kids were so cool" and then i started to really wake up and realized it was a dream, and that I had the rights to recreate that...one day...somehow. But this shot slightly reminds me of that dream.

 Tried to get some clips from the intro, some of the best ones are hidden in there

 cassie's wonderfully shimmering hair

 pandora "my mum wants to know what were picking up"

effie "drugs"

 goddess 

 simple beautiful shot. 

 When I was in Dover, I found a t-shirt that had a big bow printed on it just like this and I was s stoked to not only have a cassie shirt but to have gotten it in England was (pardon my language) tiiiiggghhhtt.

Looking like a character from steel magnolias is the trend in institutions I'm assuming. that's cool fucking love that look. 

dude, where's my life?

I've got text for you today, I've been neglecting blogging for a bit, I know I'm sorry but I swear I'll make it up to you. I've actually been working on my other blog for a magazine that I would like to start focusing on unique, bold, fun fashion and music. It's been taking some work but in the end it'll be all the worth in the world for me! I am also getting ready for my film class that I'm enrolled in for January 17th. Uggghhhh could not go slower to get there!! In the mean time I have a small project I'm working on to a really bad "poem" that I wrote. I am going to have to just film myself since anyone I ask to act for me ignores my requests, literally. I felt helpless. So gotta work with what I got.  Here's the poem, and some pictures of Charlotte Free, I discovered who she was yesterday going through British Vouge. She's gorgeous AND awesome. Let's face it folks....

I'm fucking jealous. 

i told myself i was going to do something with today,

water the plants, feed the cat, do some dishes,

and then i will be ready 

ready to get my shit together and make something of myself.

to not be my regular shlum self , making excuses to push projects back, waiting for school to start , waiting until the end of the day.

Spending hours looking at apartments I could never afford in places I'd be lucky enough to see,

 it seems i'm hoping I'll win the lottery without buying a ticket. 

where is my life headed at the pace i'm going?

my walls are heavily decorated to keep my wandering eyes occupied as I keep myself locked in my room most of time. 

i tell myself tomorrow 

tomorrow i will go out, leave the house

leave the neighborhood

take pictures, read in the park , see a friend.

tomorrow

today it's better if i stay inside 

stay in my room.

tomorrow

i will make something of myself. 

today is now tomorrow

today is the day

today i'll do something with myself,

i'll water the plants , feed the cat, do some dishes , grab a coffee then i'll make something of myself

update Facebook status…hmmm..was that dumb? …

should i delete that? 

no i think my humor translates…

no sales on easy today…

today 

the words glide before my bare eyes.

shower

all of my best thinking is in the shower.

(singing)

(getting ready) god i can't stand to look at myself. 

i couldn't do my make up faster or in a darker room

what the fuck to wear?

who cares?

well if i'm going to leave the house maybe i should dress up

(3-4 outfits later dresses plain) 

hmm..i wonder if anyone thought that was funny..(goes to Facebook status) 

c'mon!!

(smoking a cigarette looking at the messy room trying o clean)

i should really clean. i can't do anything until i clean.

(cleans)

well now it's pretty dark out earlier, day light savings time. hmm…maybe i should just go out tomorrow. today is no good

tomorrow 

tomorrow i'll change my life

tomorrow i'll skip the shower and get up earlier

tomorrow

well now tomorrow is today.

-me

oh yeah this is for a film , this is just the narration of it. 

I've been really inspired by the beautiful grittiness of a carney life, i pulled up some of these pictures that have inspired me. I love the ruffles, prints, beading, feathers, make up and just plain fun! Hope you enjoy these photos as well, with some pictures of Allison Harvard. 

 I just wanted to put these pictures in here because i love Allison from Americas next top model, haha. She's my ideal model/best friend 

Whoa, so it's been a while since I've blogged about anything. Sorry, kids. I've even been gone so long that I didn't realize that blogger made things soooo much easier to upload bulk pictures at one time. So I don't know what kind of order I'm looking at but I guess I'll start with the one that is completely in the middle of when I left you last and now. 

So part of the reason why I've been gone is I'VE MADE FRIENDS!!!!! (currently patting myself on the shoulder) This picture is from when we all last minuet decided to get out of the city and go to China Camp, right outside of Marin. It's a great spot my dad and I would go to for the same reasons. You drive for about 15 minuets through vast flat lands that are surrounded by small mountains and the bay. My favorite part is the village, which was also a dock and a place to cure the fish and shrimp. In the 1950's people started getting really interested in all of the abandoned landmarks in California and various other ghost towns, so obviously China Camp was taken over as a national park and was redecorated with coke ads and a diner. Well now that's all abandoned and it doesn't come up much in the search engines on people's iphones, so I thought I'd bring it up. this is a picture of the dock. 

This was the same day, after China Camp we headed to ...what is that place called again? I don't know somewhere that housed a friend more north. Petaluma? Nooo. Well we went to Q-zar/ Paintball Mania that had a small arcade and in there...well sadly we found some children's lower back tattoos. Thankfully temporary. 

So I was hoping the Ghost Bro's picture would come up first but it looks like this is the order that blogger picked for me. so go to the end of this post to see what I'm talking about.. Ghost's Bro's with a fucked cat

Also have been playing shit tons of poker. And I still stand by the fact that I don't win because I'm a girl, but because I won, alright?? Watch Next one's an Ace and I river that 8. Freaking side picture, sorry. 

new camera, trying it out

duh , simpsons are aces.

spent a weekend with my two beautiful sisters, my dad and ma belle-mere. we carved some pumpkins. It was fur sure worth mentioning. 

soizic's, jade's, mine, dad's and the middle is chloe's

ahhh happy customer at a fair. I was soo happy that this went to someone that wanted it so badly. She put it on right away and wore it all day. Thank You!!!

Hecho Local booth. So fun to be there. great music, great food, good times! I had my first fashion show because of Hecho Local, so Thank you too!

my little trinkets. i love glittery bugs. should I put them on etsy????

A lot of these things are gone now. I miss them just a tad. 

me and my cat. 

alcatraz!!!!!!!!!!!

 So......do you believe in ghosts???

Still a skeptic, eh?

You obviously haven't seen ghost adventures yet. How can you NOT believe Zac Bagans? 

Well we've been inspired and have gotten our crew ready to find some ghosts!! I wish my sarcasm came out more in the way I wrote . Well we are going to ghost hunt but just for shits and giggles. 

Ghost Bro's 

cumming soon

this drawing was a collaboration piece with some of the inmates at San Quintin , I found this little piece int here and it made my day I actually jolted and said out loud "ohh" and the man standing next to me laughed "i was hoping someone other than myself noticed that" i love finding old hidden punks in san francisco, he looked like he could've been friends with jello. 

no slow jams video

no slow jams designs. go on take a look.

music by bratmobile "eating toothpaste"